Headache!

I was headache with my sisters that blame my god daughter, Thoeun that I love her more. It is very serious talking with her. She cried at me. My heart is dumped and very upsaid. I don't know how to resolve this problem one my sisters and one my daughter. My feeling when I got this happenning I want go out of the city, no one to know me, I live alone.
In my life, I have never happy, eventhough I laugh or smile. I can not do anything with my own opinions or what I want to do. I think I don't want to break the relationship with my family, especially with my parents and now he is sick. I have called to him to know, but it was not possible. it is out of the service. That place is out of the dervice, because they mobitel company builds the new antena and microwave.

Today I collapsed the wall down to get the material to sell, small business to buy the food like fish cheese, vegetable and chili to do the dinner with my group. Beside that food we usually cook the noodle instead the food every morning and night. We are happy with that food we own doing.
With alot of bad thing of life.